Dec 8, 2010


I was not in the mood yesterday and I can hardly talk about it. I wanted to blog about it but I wanted to keep quiet, too. All I could think of was to scream at the top of my lungs just to release what I felt inside. I wanted someone to talk to and when I do, I get so emotional. I kept on wishing for my dad to be alive. I wondered that if he's still around, should I be treated this way? I guess not. For I know my dad was a respectable person and perhaps others would think twice before picking things up on me because my protector is around...but sad to say, he's not here anymore. I could only wish...