Savor The Moment...

I am so tired today that I badly needed some sleep. But it's impossible to do it with my two kids around, the youngest, still a baby. Sometimes, I wish they'd grow up fast. But many times, I want to savor the moment while they are still this young because I'm sure they are mine and they have no choice but to be with me, hehe. There are just moments that I wanna rest and think no worries at all but since I've a responsibility to take care of, then I must do what I must do, so, out with my rest and relaxation...

I Can't Sleep...

I slept very early last night only to be awakened in the wee hour of the morning because of a heavy rain and so I decided to go to the bathroom to pee. When I went back to bed, I could no longer go to sleep. I've decided to continue packing my things and then read a book so that I would doze off again but to no avail. My daughter also woke up and told me to turn off the light and sleep because it was already late. I tried doing so but more than an hour had passed and still I could not go back to sleep. So, finally, I went downstairs and here I am, blogging. I'm kinda irritated already so might as well do something to distract me coz I've had negative thoughts coming while I tried going back to sleep. So, I guess it's better this way...

Midnight Blues

It's almost 2 a.m. yet I'm still here wide awake. I'm tired but my body is not retreating to bed. Got so much to write in my blog but I'm in no mood to publish it now. Ok, next time, I promise...

Even in my personal life, I have no time to socialize right now even though I wanted to. I'll just wait for my friend to arrive from Canada, then I'll have a grand time partying, hehe... I'm not trying to be a hermit... I'm just conserving my energy (I guess :D). I don't want to overdo things that will make me sick again, to think I've got loads of things to do.

Anyhoo, I think I'm going to force myself to sleep now. Hope counting sheep up to 100 will help - or perhaps I will let my imagination bring me to fairyland until I doze off...

Take A Nap

Aaahhh (*stretch*), I just woke up from my short nap - rejuvenated. I badly needed this as I've been sleeping late at night these past few days. I used not to sleep in the afternoon because I get woozy afterward but now, I'm far too different from my old self.

I usually asked (reprimand, perhaps?) my daughter to sleep in the afternoon so that she will feel recharged and not exhibit temper tantrum. I sometimes join her and now, it seems that I won't last a day without having my short nap. A good 10-15 minute break is all I need and my zest for the day will last until the wee hour in the morning, hehehe...

(pic from yahoo images)

I Need A Good Sleep!

I think I woke up at the wrong side of the bed today. I was kinda pissed off for nothing.. Must be the result of sleeping late at night and waking up early in the morning. I guess I lack sleep (but what a lame excuse!).

Ok, I've so much to do today and I seem to be running out of time. What made me lose my temper was when I dozed off in the middle of the day. I woke up realizing that I've wasted much of my time! And then I became untouchable - like some kind of an angry lioness. But no one's to blame here except ME. It was all my fault! Instead of roaring I went upstair and did the things I need to do. There, I think I was able to released my negative energy. I contemplated also on how stupid I was today. When afternoon came, I decided to take a nap (again?!) with my daughter. After my short nap, I felt a lot better and continued to do my thing and even finished some. Well, hoping to get some positive energy now. A good sleep is what I really need.