What Happens Next?

I was out one time and when I came back, my daughters' clothes were already ironed. I should be grateful about it but the OC (obsessive-compulsive) in me can't stop checking how the clothes were folded.. Hmm, I ended up folding it again and even ironing some. I just can't help it. This is me. I'm not a neat-freak person but when it comes to my kids' clothes, I want it to look clean and neatly folded. I don't want others to take pity on them when they see my daughters wearing crumpled clothes. Even with the socks, it was not enough with me to see it rolled and folded. I've to make sure it was done neatly. Oh well. But with my own clothes, I don't mind since I'm not so particular with it. I only iron if it's needed (or depends on the quality of the clothes).

I also happened to check the trash and found my daughter's Halloween decorations thrown in the garbage. Hey, that was newly bought! My daughter learned about it and called someone responsible for throwing and she got this answer: "Your bat Halloween looked like a devil!". My daughter was astounded.

I explained to my daughter that bats looked more like a vampire :)... Bats are actually birds and they happen to be nocturnal just like the owl. Except that bats have red eyes and it will attack people if provoked, otherwise, some bats are harmless. Well, there are some things that looked like an angel but actually a devil inside.. Oh, I didn't tell her that last part. :p

I told my daughter to keep her things right away if she intends to use it the next year. Or else, all her things will be thrown without even asking her permission . Definitely that's not me who's going to do it for I am a keeper of things. But if it's beyond my control, for I happen to be out, then everything can be found at the trash.. and I don't know what happens next... (scratch my head, shake my head, tsk3x).

Don't Ask Me...

I'm quite pissed off right now. I just hope when someone asked me for a stupid question, he should be prepared for my sarcastic answer. Actually, I'm just trying to save his ass for all the credits that he has had. While I saved a lot, the other is living like a one day millionaire. I just hope he put the money into good use or save it for the rainy days. Because every time that he ran out of money, he's always babbling over me or making me feel like I'm the guilty party for not sparing him the money that he needs to pay for his credit CARDS. I spare actually, but I don't give a big amount shit of money coz I already have nothing left!

Darn it! Bullshit! I'm so pissed off and mad right now for he's also mad at me. He wanted to buy himself a gadget the he doesn't even need. We have so many gadgets at home and some are not even used already because he got tired of it! But it's not always enough for him. He has already EVERYTHING but still he's not yet contented I sometimes wish I'd go somewhere away from him! This is sickening! I hope he pay his bills first before thinking of buying luxury items. I hope he gets that but he never ever did!

Pissed Off Again!

I'm quite pissed off with our latest helper. She left home last Sunday but promised to be back early Monday morning but until now she's not yet here. Her things are still here so it's possible she will still return. Actually, I don't care if she leaves but since she's still working for us, she should have at least informed us properly. But another thing that pissed me off was that she has done a lot of damage to our place. A lot of our things were broken and destroyed and she also smokes to think I'm so against it coz I have kids at home. I told her to stop and she promised to quit but still I found a lot of cigarette butt at the rest room at the back of our house. While she's not around, I've fixed a lot of things she destroyed and this made me more angry at her. Wait until she comes back, that's what I kept saying this time. I'm actually imagining to kick her ass but I know I can't do that so everything just leaves to my mind.. I'm not really a bad person but I don't like people who abuse things and doesn't leave a little respect to me for that would make me definitely mad...

We Don't Need Them!

I'm quite pissed off with our neighboring kids. I know I should not interfere but their being mean to my daughter was too much. I don't want to cause any trouble and the best way I could protect my daughter is not to play with them.

You see, we live in this place of only a year. These kids from our neighbor befriended my child and how happy she was. My child is 7 years old and her sibling is still an infant. So, imagine how ecstatic she was to found a new friend in our neighbor. Sadly, these kids were not so nice to her. If they can't get my daughter's things, they would say that they will not befriend her anymore. Sometimes, I heard them say that my daughter's boring or her way of playing was nonsense. Excuse me, they were at our house and the nerve for them to say that. But still, I tolerated. These kids come to our place if they liked it and if they were inside our house, they were always trying to make our house a mess.

This afternoon, my child who didn't play with friends lately because it was Holy Week, was so eager to play with them. She asked permission from me. I was hesitant but then later agreed. When she called the neighbors if they could play, I've heard it loud and clear when they said "We don't need you!". I was so hurt and so mad to hear those words from those kids. They were so MEAN! I called my daughter right away and told her not to play with them anymore. I was pissed off that I told my daughter never to play with them again and that 'she doesn't need them, too'. What I did might be too much but as a mom, I couldn't bear to hear those words from those naughty, naughty kids. Thank goodness I'm not friends with their families so it's easy for me not to let them get inside our house! I'm so mad that even my child's nanny was also furious with those kids. How I hate bullies because it reminds me of my childhood experiences...Sigh...

Spare Us!

Okay, I got a message from my relatives that we have to raise funds for my grandmother who is currently sick. It's okay with me but what I don't like is that we, the grandchildren were task to do it but the children has nothing to do with it? Honestly, I don't get what others are implying. What I know is that the children (not the grand) are not in good terms so they pass the burden to us. Hmmm.... But not all of them thinks like that. It's just that I don't want to be part whatever feud they have.

Getting Nuisance

Duh! The school near us is currently having an activity but it's almost 9 pm and they are not yet done. It would have been okay but they're becoming a nuisance already. They played using their live band so loud and worst, their vocalist is just screaming not really singing. I wish they will stop now. Or at least their performers are just great to listen. I understand they are having a grand time in there but I hope they will be considerate to the people living near their vicinity. Besides, it's night time and their school is for graders not for high school students. They should be sent home by now...sigh...

My Mouth is Sealed

Sometimes, I'd rather do things by myself. I appreciate other people's help but if they're here just to say a lot of things and criticizing what they see, I guess I have every right to be annoyed or get irritated. I wish I could say this to them, "Okay, you can help but will you please keep your mouth shut?". I know that's too nasty to say that's why I tried my best to keep my cool and not try to talk. I wish they're just here to support not to add a burden at my place :/

Moody Tuesday

I am so not in the mood today. I woke up very early today and prepared breakfast. Supposedly, I paid somebody to do this thing for me but she kept coming late. I've 2 kids to take care of and I definitely lack some sleep. I paid someone to do other job at home at a very high price but I was left doing most of the things that she should do. Worst, she came in to say that she will end her work tomorrow. I refused. Who's the boss? Okay, I let her go but I should be the one who will tell her when. Told her she can't leave tomorrow but on a weekend only, or else, she won't receive a penny from us. I'm tired of this situation but it's life. I've never been lucky hiring someone who is willing to stay longer. If I found one, she would get sick or her husband's been abusing her...sigh.. But I'll not stop wishing... I still wish to find someone who will love her work her at home and at least last for a year or 2...

Wily Faggot!

I got a call from my husband this noon and he was yapping to me about some thing. After knowing all the hullabaloo, it was my turn to get mad. We were not bickering, by the way. He was just confiding on me over some matters. Last month, one of his officemates asked him if our used aircon was for sale. My husband told him that it was indeed for sale as we purchased a new one. Our used aircon was still in good condition, only, we wanted to upgrade the horsepower. So, he bought it an now, a month after, he told my husband that something's wrong with the aircon after having it cleaned and repaired. He said that the compressor is damaged and the aircon is not functioning. WTF! Really?! Now they kinda blame us. We will never ever sell something that is already damaged. We don't lie to other people about the problem of our items. I was pretty sure that the cleaning person was the one who damaged it. We never ever had a problem with our old aircon. In fact, we don't even plan to sell it but since we don't use it for the moment, and it was timely that his officemate was asking it, so we let it go. If we knew that this would be the outcome, we never should have sold that item to that stupid faggot! *#@(+%$!!!

Irritating Neighbor

Our neighbor is starting to irritate me. Although we live less than a year in our place, neighbors should at least respect our property. This rich neighbor of ours are so used to place their garbage in our area and they really have the nerve to just leave it there! WT-H! Are they so used in stepping somebody else's shoes? I don't give a damn if they're a relative or not. The mere fact that this is our property already and we obviously have a borderline, I don't think they have every right to just put their trash in our area. They should be embarrassed but it seems that they're so thick they won't even bother to think about it. If I can't take it any longer or if I can't control my temper anymore, they will really have a word from me. Their cleaning boys and ladies are stupid enough to follow orders from their boss and this annoys me so much!

Screw You!

I'm tired, drained, annoyed, irritated and I wanted to scream at the top of my lungs!!! I am just too tired today...actually, for several days (or weeks?) already. I've been doing a lot of chores and been taking care of my kids 24/7, and that includes my husband, too! It would've been okay but I've a baby who is sometimes cranky and wanted to be carried for such a long time. And that's what happen today. Sometimes, my baby is easy to manage but not today. I've been carrying her several times for about 30-45 minutes and that made all my energy drained...

But what got me irritated the most was my cleaning lady who did not return yet to do her chores. The mere fact that she borrowed money from me made me quite mad to think of it. She promised to be back but I've never heard of her for almost 3weeks already. I sent her a message about her absences and that she should come back to work in order to pay for her debt. A promise is a promise and I swear she won't try to owe me again as she would get nothing no matter how much she needs it if she will not pay. Under normal circumstances, I don't ask for payment right away especially if the person could be trusted or has a good reputation. But with her? I only pitied her because of what happened to her daughter. But if you ask me how good she is in cleaning? Nah! I bet she won't even pass your standard. Perhaps I'm this vindictive. It's just that I don't want to be toyed at anymore. I'm tired, I'm weary and I'm definitely fed up with this kind of game! Screaaaaaaammm!!!!

I Won't Be There

I just hope some people will be a little bit sensitive. You see, I value friendship and whatever that is entrusted to me will be treasured always. I always offer my ear when they wanted something to tell me. In short, I'm ready to help. The only thing that I cannot give right away is when it comes to money matters unless I have some because I don't have that much.

What I'm telling here actually is when it's my turn to ask for a person's time to hear my woes, I can't find them. Or, it turned out that they are on their own, minding their world. Worst, they've done things that I am not included. That, I despised and I always think of a payback time. I've helped some of them, even wasting my time to help them and look for ways that they won't be in so much trouble anymore. Now, I've learned several things. I plan to play it safe next time. Perhaps I'll mind my own business without including those people who are taking my advantage. I am this sensitive and I hope those people will get what they deserve next time. And if worst will come to them, I won't be there.

My Bloglist Is Missing Again!

If we have already exchanged link and you happen to view my blog today, I'm sorry if your name or blog's url is not there. Even I, myself, is shocked to find out just now! All of blogs in my bloglist is missing ;-( Apparently, this has happened 3x already and I don't know why. I'm not sure if the problem is my computer or my template or perhaps, something's fishy is just going on and I don't know what is that. So pardon me. Allow me to retrieve it or if I'm not able to put your blog back, especially if we have exchanged link, do inform me or leave a message/comment so that I can put your blog in my list again.

Imcrew.com is a SCAM!

This is to inform everyone that Imcrew.com is totally a SCAM. I apologize for referring this site to you but I just learned recently that this site does not exist at all! When you go to http://www.imcrew.com, all you see is all about movies online.

Whoever made this kind of bogus is a big asshole and I'm so stupid to fall to his/her trap. I always believe in Karma and I know one day, the creator of this bogus will simply pay for this.

No Connection

Our internet connection was down for several days and that really pissed me off. It's usually thru the net that I read news and updates of what's going on around our country and the world. I'm a kind of person who doesn't watch much on TV but would love to know some issues thru the net. It's more current and detailed but with our connection not fixed by our internet provider right away turned me quite agitated. Of course I've to check my updates, too, in my social network and I've been missing in action for almost a week. Anyway, glad it's back right now. We really demanded that they fixed it and the internet provider apologized and promised us for an adjustment in our billing - ha! They'd better mark their word. Well, today's another day and here I am already blogging what's on my mind and I feel good about it. I guess that's all that matters for now...

Don't Sweat!

The weather's very hot today. I perspire a lot that I am tempted to take a shower every hour or so. I know I should not complain about it but instead thank God for a very nice sunny weather. It's just that I am always sweaty that I have to keep changing my clothes! I think I need a very cold refreshment or ice cream just to relieve my body but I don't want to add more sugar in my system. I guess I'll just wash my body in a short while just to be relieved of this eeky feeling I felt right now. Times like these, I think a rain will do for me - just for an hour to give me that cool, fresh feeling....

Pissed Off Part 2

I'm a bit pissed off these days... I've been trying to help others over some things lately. I even spent bucks sending messages or calling them over the phone just to inform about the necessary things that we need. I also scanned documents and sent them over to their emails and it was fine with me even I was not credited for it. But what pissed me off is when they do things and didn't include me at all. I've been generous and this is all I get? I'm not really asking for a payment here. Even if they have a hard time including me in their hidden agenda, at least they should've informed me that they went ahead without me. I'm easy to talk with but I hate people who are ungrateful. We were supposed to be a group and I've been helping them a lot. When it's my turn to asked them for help, I just learned that they have secured their ass without me and no one even thought to include me of their lists!!! $%#@*!+#*!!!!

One even told me that we would go together if both our schedules met but I've learned just this morning that this person went ahead without me already. I cannot think of any reason except maybe this person thought I was a competition for some reason. I hope they won't see it that way or as a threat because that would be stupidity. I don't know why this suddenly popped into my mind but I can't think of any (there's a history behind that). But I've been counting how many times I've been bypassed lately. I guess it's not really nice to be super generous and extra nice at all. I don't like this but I think I'm going to be greedy next time or starting today! I'll only help people who are sincere, grateful and not a back-stabber...People who are worthy of my helping hand...

Mind Your Own Business!

I'm a bit annoyed right now I can't concentrate on what I'm doing. I hate it when people just called me on the phone just to give irksome comments. Why can't they leave me alone and mind their own business!!! If they're trying to help - thanks but NO THANKS! They are just giving me another headache. I was suppose to rest but disturbed me over some nonsense talk and gave me a kind of lecture like I was totally stupid and a bad person. What was that all about? I hope I won't be seeing their faces for a long time because frankly, I'm not amused! Sorry I am ranting over here again. I won't divulge the details because it makes me mad even more. I'll just express what I feel right now.

Bored

I am so bored today. Even taking a nap is so boring. I was trying to entertain myself, browsed the net, watched TV, read books but to no avail. I was told by my doctor to rest but now I become restless. I want to go out! Even just for an hour. But my hubby's lazy to go out, too. Now, I am mad!

So, I'm back to blogging. I am tired and I don't want to but what can I do? I was thinking of making opps if there's an offer but there's none. I am tired of reading gossips, news that only discussed bad & unfortunate events and I am in no mood to chat. I've almost memorized the profiles of my friends and other people at facebook, too. Ok, at least I am blogging...

I know I am whining over nothing here but I am entitled to this kind of feeling once in a blue moon. I love to stay home but I also love to go out. That way, I can balance my life. But since it's my doc's order until I become fit & ok, oh, what a drab.. I've to heed her advice. Hope I can find something productive now. Maybe I'll just eat, even though I am not hungry...sigh :-(

Free Sample For Sale?!!

I was quite busy browsing the net, making entries for my blog, reviewing my daughter for her exam tomorrow when suddenly, somebody was knocking outside. I don't usually entertain but the stranger's voice was so loud and it was kinda irritating so I asked him what he wanted. He was bringing a sample of tide bar/powder detergent soap. He apologized for the disturbance and told me he wanted to give me a sample of their promo. I was about to get it when he told me that I need to pay before I could get their sample... DUH! As in DUUUUHHHH??!!! I told him, "is this a joke?". But he instead told me that theirs is cheaper while I'll have to pay more when I'm going to buy it at the store. I was not really that stupid. Tide may be good but there are also other soap that meets my standard with a much cheaper price, too. I returned their sample and told the man not to bother me with his so-called promo anymore...